Day One

Sometimes I gotta wonder how I can get so supremely confused by God. And I don't know where to run and bear my soul- cause most issues I face involve the people I know- big shocker there eh? And I don't know where to post them cause I'm afraid of who might see, yet I need to write it out. I don't want them to know whats going on- not because I'm ashamed or don't trust them, but I want this to be mine- and I don't want any emotions to get involved from others. Why not in a journal?

Laziness?.. I've been meaning to start a blog?

Or is it this insatiable desire to have someone read, who can give me straight, unbiased advice that I want to hear.

Or even answers...

Thing is, the only people who would read this would read the other sites as well.
So who then am I hiding from?

GOD

But I know

that it is God's place

He is the one I must run to bear my soul

and yet

If there was one issue I have-One area I wont let God in

It is as a comforter.

In my heart, I know it will be okay, But who can calm my troubled soul?

God alone

So why wont I let him?

Oh for wings! That I could just fly away from this earthly realm- and glide forever on the wind of your promises My Lord, My God!